Thursday morning | lostinmyownhome's Blog

     Got home from work last night completely exhausted.  My back hurts, my elbow hurts, my hands hurt...   getting old sucks.  I have to start work early tomorrow, and I am on call again this weekend.  But I do get the day off Monday.     Been getting a little work done around the house, I replaced the glass in a broken window, started running another new electric circuit, got the lawn mowed.   We got a loan modification on our secornd mortgage, that will save us $60 per week.  Things are starting to look up financially.  I am current on the second mortgage and the utilities, just need to get caught up on the first mortgage now.  But the cold weather is coming, with those huge heating bills.     On the emotional side, I am still in limbo.  Don't really know where I am, don't know what to expect.      I've been so tired lately, that I am sleeping more.  For the last two decades I have slept no more than 5 hours a night, but this past week I have been sleeping 6-7 hours, and getting up still tired.  Hope that is only a temporary thing, I want to wake up feeling rested and refreshed, like I normally do.   Got to go, I hear the garbage truck, and our trash is not out yet.